I arrived at my first parish
in the summertime. Churches in the area, including the one I was called to,
hired summer students to mow their cemeteries, paint, and do other odd jobs. I
enjoyed talking with the summer student and learning about the community
through her eyes.
That summer there was a
revivalist preacher who set up a big white tent on the main road, in front of
parent’s her house. People from all around the province would come to the tent
to hear the preacher. The student saw the people coming and going and could
hear the extensive and robust singing at their evening gatherings. The student asked
if I would go with her to satisfy a curiosity of ‘the show’ inside the tent. So,
we went together. Her in leisure pants and a tank top with long hair in a
ponytail. Me in pants and a full clergy collar.
The ushers directed us to
chairs in the front row. The women around us had their hair pinned up in buns,
some with netted hair covers; all had skirts and long-sleeved blouses. Needless
to say, we stood out.
We enjoyed the singing, the
clapping, and wished there was dancing.
As the preacher spoke, his
message went from the general audience, to being directed at the two of us. It
went on, and on, in the hope that we would have a ‘come to Jesus’ moment.’
A large presentation board
was brought out on stage. The top corner was painted in a bright glossy-white,
the light being heaven. There was a tiny footbridge in the shape of cross to
get to the light. The rest - 90% of the board- was black and grey, filled with
grotesque figures, scary faces, and flames across the bottom. This section of
the board was clearly for people like the summer student and myself – it
represented sin, death, agony – hell; which was for everyone who was on the
outside of this group of revivalists.
After a few hours of trying
to save us, the service ended, and we went on our merry way. Over the rest of
the summer, we talked from time to time about the tent meeting. We acknowledged
that our experience of faith and our theological understanding was far
different from the presentation board meant to save us.
There is a problem if the
focus is sin. Have you noticed the past few weeks, in our reading through the
book of Romans, that Paul’s speeches are never just about sin and never end on
the theme of sin? Sin is the precursor for Paul to preach the good news. Paul’s
words this morning: Present yourselves to God as those who have been brought
from death to life. You having been set free from sin. If sin is preached
without the good news, it is not the gospel. That night in the tent there was
no gospel.
You may or may not realize
that we have a liturgy for individual confession printed in our hymnbooks. Many
do not know this because as a denomination we have placed a higher emphasis on corporate
confession. Together we confess our
brokenness. Sin does not happen in isolation. It is relational. We live in the
reality that sin is bigger than anyone of us and our individual indiscretions. In
someways it is like the presentation board representing the distance of humanity
from God, and thus the brokenness of the world. As a community we make confession
of the reality in which we live our lives, and together, we receive forgiveness.
Confession moves us as a group, a community, from a focus on sin to embracing good
news and the gospel of Jesus Christ.
This is extremely important
because to flip the presentation board, we live out the gospel through good
news, not sin.
Paul states, When you
were slaves to sin, you were free in regard to righteousness. The trouble
is that being a slave to sin, focuses on sin – yours and that of others. You
spend your time watching for mistakes, judging righteousness, and concerned
about lawbreaking and rules. This inhibits one from directing one’s energy towards
participating in reconciliation and wholeness. Sin binds one, leaving one to
feel guilty, shame-filled, worthless and subservient to the drudgery and wickedness
of not being good enough. Although technically free to act faithfully, righteously,
and godly – to live God’s kindom - one focused on sin is so encumbered by sin
that they are unable to see beyond sin, to imagine wholeness, to receive
forgiveness, to feel absolution – God’s unconditional love, and then to share
that good news with others.
The presentation board from
the tent was backwards. Paul preaching to the Roman community encourages listeners
to be focused on and about the fruit you have. Paul is saying to us to
flip the script.
Imagine
the
presentation board with the majority of the space (90%) being bright, glossy,
and white – where it looks like light. A beautifully pictured community reflecting
inclusion and welcome, courage and strength that is born from the good news. A
place where hope and love abound. A place where people have the courage to be
intimate in their relationships. Where Jesus’ community extends peace, washes
feet, eats with the outcast and marginalized, turns water to wine, multiples
loaves and fish, shares bread, heals the sick, and welcomes the stranger.
The thing about this place –
this presentation board – is that it is not about a future day; well it is as
Paul wrote, the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. Bu
living from freedom and gospel, the picture on the board is a future lived into
the present – being focused on living whatever eternity looks and feels like,
through an actual human lifetime. Giving and serving from the fruit we have
benefits everyone around us and brings God’s wholeness to the world and all creation.
The kindom of God is brought near in the creating, sustaining, and encouraging a
living of grace that exists now in the essence of all that is good, and kind,
and beautiful.
The biggest problem with the
tent meeting presentation board was that the terror of the images and the mass
chaos of sin, overpowered the central core of Christian belief. One could look
at the poster and never see the cross; be pulled into fear and never hear Jesus’
peace be with you. One had to navigate through the smokescreen to get to
Christ.
We live in structures that
promote and operate in the realms of power, exclusion, judgement, fear, and
hate.
By grace, as a community of
faith, we live in freedom. Confessing sin corporately and receiving forgiveness
as a whole, we are a community made whole. We experience the good news in the
absolution. The script is flipped. Through the rest of the liturgy the smoke is
lifted so that we rest and absorb good news, the gospel.
Christ comes in the cross, in
scripture, in music to heal the sin-sick soul, in water, in the breaking of
bread, in sharing Christ’s peace, in praying for each other and the world, in
community, in coffee.
Thanks be to God we are not
of the world projected in media, sold by corporations, structured by governments,
manipulated by markets. We are free through the cross. The cross is a story of brightness
and redemption that shines beyond who the world told Jesus he should be, and beyond
who the world tells us that we should be. We do not start or stop in sin. We start with the cross, telling the good news
we share the gospel.
We flip the script to that
which we hear and feel from the world -
Our presentation board - our lives- are filled and overflowing with
life, grace, love, welcome, peace, hope, joy, forgiveness and so on. All
relational. All community. This is the fruit with which we bring wholeness to
the brokenness of world.
As Paul draws towards the
end of Romans, he writes this blessing – receive these words:
May the God of hope fill you
with all joy and peace in believing, so that you may abound in hope by the
power of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
