Over the years
I am sure that you have heard more than one sermon by me, and some from my
predecessors, who preached this passage focusing on Peter, James, and John –
and how it is that at the time they did not understand what was happening on
the mountain with Jesus. The sermon
likely ventured into explaining mountain top experiences and living in the
valleys – how the disciples needed the experience to face the days after Jesus’
death. This morning the sermon takes a different track.
For the first
time I noticed verse 32:
32 Now Peter and his
companions were weighed down with sleep; but since they had stayed awake, they
saw his glory and the two men who stood with him.
It is
particularly the words, but since they stayed awake ---
You will
remember that in the garden of Gethsemane, which we will read Easter weekend,
the story is told that the disciples kept falling asleep – and were woken up by
Jesus and told to keep watch while he went to pray. It seems that in that story
staying awake was important. But not
here. Not now.
I wonder if
the three disciples were along, simply because they were. They had gone for a
walk with Jesus. The event on the mountain was not about the disciples having
an experience. It did not matter whether they saw it – mind you because they
were awake they had a fantastic experience and faith booster. No one checked on
them to make sure they were awake. The event
- the purpose of the mountain experience -was for Jesus – it had nothing
to do with humans and everything to do with God.
So if the
story is not about people what is there for us to learn?
We can learn
something very valuable from God’s example, that is applicable to our
lives. God sought out others to carry
the load of life and ministry. Think about
it, who on earth, at the time of Jesus, was his colleague? Who would he have
been able to share everything with? Of whom could he ask questions? Where could
he dump his frustrations? Who else could
he ask about veiling his presence, the reaction of people, what it felt like to
perform miracles?
Twenty years
ago, one of the most valuable lessons my internship supervisor taught me was
the importance of attending gatherings with other clergy. As we were in Sault Ste Marie he was
creative; once a month joining with his Anglican colleagues for worship, study,
and conversation; we joined with other Lutherans in Northern Michigan every
couple of months. These gatherings took
precious time, in gathering and in the amount of driving. He kept telling me they are important; even
though sometimes it felt like a waste of time.
I get it now. It didn’t take long
to get it. I had stories and experiences
that were unknown to others and things to express that would not be appropriate
to share outside of such a group. I needed a certain kind of support and
offered support back.
Jesus was
modeling the fact that no one, not even God, can survive, cope, or act alone –
and remain in ministry. One can not be
about God’s work without being in relationship and having the support (and
being support) for others. Ministry is
not a one person show. Ministry is not
about me; even if you are Jesus.
Let me ask
this: Is it better for us to be asleep
if we are about considering experiences to be provided for our edification and
pleasure? Is it better to be asleep than pursue the mountain top? Is it better
for us to sleep, unless we view life as not about us, but about Jesus; God
incarnate? One thing for sure, if we are
sleeping we don’t get in the way of what God is doing in the world. And we
don’t stick our foot in our mouths.
On that note,
Peter’s remarks are good ones to illustrate what happens when one has not
talked with others about their thoughts and ideas.
33 Just as they were leaving him, Peter said to Jesus, “Master, it is
good for us to be here; let us make three dwellings, one for you, one for
Moses, and one for Elijah”—not knowing what he said.
Peter wants to
build huts. He instantly brings the
whole experience into something that is tangible and can be controlled. He speaks in the language we so often fall
into --- buildings and money. It is
easier to focus on the material rather than the mission (the glory of God)
because material is safe and controllable; ministry on the other hand can go
every which way, and is far from fitting into a box.
As we see in
the story the unsafe road of ministry (taken when Jesus comes down the
mountain) has demons that show themselves – healing, publicity, expectations.
There are expectations that Jesus will do miracles, why wouldn’t he; and I
wonder are those who are asking - thinking about Jesus and God’s glory or about
their life, and the lives of their loved ones? Are they asking because life is
seen as being about them?
At Bible Study
on Tuesday, when looking at the passage from Corinthians, conversation centred
around no longer needing a veil to see God. Luther had an interesting take on
this, it is not that we no longer need a veil – God provided a veil; the veil
was a human body. Convinced of the
absolute distance between God and humanity, Luther felt strongly that a veil
was indeed necessary; the veil is Christ.
Once again, shame
on us to think that we have the ability and power to see God without a veil.
And to think
that this sermon has taken us down the tunnel of being self-absorbed. Bryon Yawn a writer for Christianity.com says: Unfortunately, we’ve been conditioned to read ourselves onto the
pages and into the events of Scripture. We don’t even realize we’re doing it.
What’s the first question we ask of the Bible in our personal reading times or
church services? “How is this relevant to me?” which I did by asking what can we learn, how is it
applicable to our lives? He continues, This is the wrong question
entirely. No question could push us further from the real story. It’s very much
like walking out into the night sky and assuming all the stars showed up to
look at us.
It is NOT
about us! Life -real life- real living; is not about us.
And deep down
we know this is true. Deep down we know
we need not be told the steps to live a ‘real life.’ All one need do is watch
inspirational YouTube videos that have gone viral, read the community section
of the newspaper, look at the list of people who have Queen’s Jubilee Medals or
the Order of Canada recipients; here we find a whole bunch of people who have
done amazing things! They are people whose
words and actions are not focused on themselves and do something great for
others--- at least in the moment of service for which they are being commended.
Thomas Merton
wrote: I have the immense joy of being a
man, a member of a race in which God Himself became incarnate….And if only
everybody could realize this! But it
cannot be explained. There is no way of
telling people that they are all walking around shining like the sun.”
We walk around
in veils of being self-absorbed. When we think of the self and not the
community, we add another layer that hides the Christ within us all. It is time
to peel back the veils and the sleepiness.
It is time to not think about ourselves, but about relationship,
support, and taking the wild uncomfortable unpredictable road of ministry…
following in Jesus’ footsteps up and down a mountain wherein we are humbled
enough to let veils drop, to remove veils from others --- and then to find
Christ in the face of another reflected back to us --- God’s glory.
When will we
know if we have accomplished ministry? When will we know if we are on the right
path?… if we are asking the question we are still seeking the experience -to
own- for ourselves. When we no longer
need to know --- that is when we have lifted the veils and Christ is reflected.
The advice for
this week is that each of us has one of two options: go to sleep and stay out of God’s way, or
Live ‘real life.’ --focused on
everything that is not about you.
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