The biggest bruise I ever
had was the size of a small dinner plate. I was the extra set of hands needed
to make an outside shelter. My main job was to simultaneously hold the ladder
and pick up metal roofing nails that were dropped. This was very important as
the sheep, for whom the shelter was being built, like to eat shiny things. Holding
the ladder – well more like protecting the ladder- was important because sheep
like to throw their weight around and would purposefully take the ladder down.
Most of the time I was able to get my steel toed boot up to meet the alpha
male’s head butt. His name was Simon.
I slipped while picking up a
nail, Simon took a run for it, and his head rammed my lower thigh. Thus the story
of the biggest bruise I have ever had.
I have had experience
shepherding real sheep. Since then, Good Shepherd Sunday has changed for me. I
no longer hear an idyllic image that has a shepherd who is warm and fuzzy tending
cute little sheep; all standing serenely in a field with the shepherd cuddling
one in their arms.
Sheep are trouble. They are
enticed by shiny things. They take and eat shiny things even though it is bad
for them. They wander off to what looks like greener pastures than the one they
are in. They are easily distracted and go to investigate. They escape and get
into serious situations. They do runaway. They are stubborn. They head butt
those trying to help them. They can be brought back home with a pail of oats;
their tummies do the talking.
Jesus being considered the
Good Shepherd has Jesus’ followers in the role of sheep. This is not a
compliment!
Rather it is a pithy comment
on human behaviour.
Keep this in your mind as we
turn our attention to the post-resurrection story from Acts. The resurrection of
Jesus, and the proclamation of the story, so enthralls listeners that the story
is embodied. People are changed by the hearing of the story. There is no sign of people being like sheep. Jesus’
followers have gathered in a ‘Fellowship of the Believers,’ as one Bible titles
the text.
A reminder of the behaviour
of the fellowship of believers:
Awe
came upon everyone, because many wonders and signs were being done by the
apostles.
All who believed were
together and had all things in common; they would sell their possessions
and goods and distribute the proceeds to all, as any had need.
Day by day, as they spent much
time together in the temple,
they broke bread at home
and ate their food with glad and generous hearts,
praising God and
having the goodwill of all the people.
And day by day the Lord
added to their number those who were being saved.
For me, this is one of
the most beautiful and encouraging passages in the whole Bible. I believe that
the resurrection of Jesus Christ when proclaimed and embodied has the power to change
human beings. It certainly changed the large groups of listeners we hear of
in Acts. I am encouraged and have hope that this kind of fellowship and
community is 100% possible. Today.
But… we have to be willing
to drop our sheepskins.
That is dropping our
proclivity to acquire shiny things – voraciously consuming natural resources
and material goods; to drop the need to continually search for something
better; to let go of stubbornness and that which distracts us; to loss the
blinders and notice those helping and supporting; to stop running away;
to drop being controlled by our stomachs and
appetites to lean into living from our hearts.
This passage from Acts, is
one that illustrates how much we are like sheep. If I had a loonie for every
time someone has told me that it is impossible to live the way the text
describes, I would be a millionaire. It is absolutely possible! We just don’t
want to do it.
We don’t have the will – the
heart- to do it.
I think it is helpful to
take the points presented in the text from Acts and change their order around
to get fuller understanding of how hearts lived into the embodiment of Christ’s
resurrection. With each point we can assess how our hearts lean into the
embodiment of resurrection.
Day by day, as they spent
much time together in the temple – this is dedicating time to
pray together, worship, sing, study, preach, teach, learn, converse,
fellowship, in their holy place, like church is to us. How much time does your
heart lean into being present and participating in togetherness in this holy
place? Like a distracted sheep do you wander off after Sunday worship, get
lost, spend the week chasing shiny things?
they broke bread at home –
remembering in the night Jesus was betrayed. Our hearts lean into communion
here, but do we take it home? Do we share the story of Jesus’ breaking bread
with those who share our dining room tables?
and [they] ate their food
with glad and generous hearts, - does your heart lean into saying
a table blessing, being glad for the food, having a generous heart to share
your table? Or are you sheeplike, eating to eat, overindulging, eating your
emotions, eating because you have to, eating what you know you should not?
praising God and having the
goodwill of all the people. – does your heart proclaim
praise or does it sheepishly grumble and complain? Does your way of living return
to you the goodwill and blessing of others? Or like sheep do you forget those
around you, hurting those who are in your space?
All who believed were
together and had all things in common; they would sell their possessions and
goods and distribute the proceeds to all, as any had need. –
because of the fellowship of believers – their time in the temple, breaking
bread at home, eating with glad and generous hearts, praising God, having the
good will of the people – this part of the passage is possible. The sharing of
all in common, the selling of possessions, and distributing to any as they have
need. This is possible because all the other points directly speak of how to
embody that resurrection and in community become Christ resurrected.
For the sceptical, the
adamant, please don’t come and tell me it is impossible, until you have
sincerely put into practised and lived the first four points. They will change
your life and your heart.
Awe came upon everyone,
because many wonders and signs were being done by the apostles. – I
have always wondered why this sentence was not at the end. When hearts change,
when resurrection is embodied, when fellowship and community abound … it is a
state of awe. It is in this state that signs and wonders are manifest, embraced,
and spill out into community.
The Apostles were a
fellowship that lived Christ’s resurrection. In their living the resurrection
additional fellowships of believers sprang up, from them additional fellowships
of believers sprang up. Down to this very day. And day by day the Lord added to their
number those who were being saved.
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