God is gracious and
merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.
This traditional confession
of faith, as found in Exodus 34:6, is repeated many times in Hebrew scriptures.
Following centuries of use, it continues to be spoken in liturgies and prayers.
Unfolding from this
confession of faith, the book of Jonah brings to life the enormity of God’s
grace, unfathomable mercy, immeasurable love, and inexhaustible faithfulness. This
is the take-away! This story goes to great lengths to illustrate the confession
of Exodus 34: 6. Using humour and exaggeration, the story has us look at our
human arrogance, egotism, and selfishness. Through raw and truthful expression
of human emotion and understanding, the story has us laugh at ourselves. The
underlying hope is that listeners’ hearts are softened to repentance and opened
to trust God’s deliverance.
For a moment, consider the
world around you, particularly your relationship with people, places, and
things. Which family members exhaust you? Which neighbours annoy you? Who makes
you uncomfortable? Which kind of people do you avoid? Whom do you hate? Whom to
you label enemy? Who makes you mad? Who bullies you? Who has hurt you? Which
world leaders anger you? Which empire or regime causes you distress? Whom do you
wish to see obliterated? Who doesn’t make it to heaven?
These are your Ninevites.
Take a breath and let that
settle in. And guess what? God has extravagant mercy and forgiveness towards
them. All of them. Everyone of them.
Now, how do you feel about
that?
Just as generations of
people have believed and repeated, “God is gracious and merciful, slow to
anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.;” as we, with Lutheran
congregations across the country, proclaim the tagline that we are about ‘Living
out God’s grace and unconditional love;” we, like Jonah have a limit to how
far we actually want God’s grace and unconditional love to be applied.
The second half of the book
of Jonah is one of my all-time favourite stories. The Mystery at work in this,
is that the story winds its way into the depths of my being and points fingers
at the harshness of my judgements, the hardness of my heart, and truths I hide
from myself; and certainly, the hidden secrets I don’t publicly share. In my
mind I organize the world in a dualistic framework, where righteousness and goodness
reign supreme. It means that people, places, and things who are judged to not
be righteous and good, I dismiss them and subsequently relegate them (on my worst
days) for damnation, fire, and eternal gnashing of teeth.
I can preach living out
God’s grace and unconditional love, and God’s mercy and abounding
steadfast love, but the hidden secret is that although I believe it, I don’t
want it to actually come true. I delight in the concept of fairness, accountability,
and just rewards. I am a Jonah.
The Mystery at work in the
story, is that it is a favourite even though it points to my inadequacies.
Returning to hear the story I
realize that the humorous nature of the tale arouses an actionable anger within
me. I am angry at being the Jonah, enough to want to repent and try with all my
heart to wish for all, God’s grace and abounding steadfast love and
really mean it. The story reminds me that I will never fully reach this
state, but in being reminded I can most certainly try.
Today, Jewish siblings mark Yom
Kippur. This is the Jewish Day of
Atonement and includes actions of prayer, fasting, and asceticism. The focus is
atonement and repentance. The synagogue services follow 10 days of reflection
and ritual on broken relationships and asking forgiveness of others. Yom Kippur
focuses on sin against God. It is a day to let go of jealousy, hatred, and
conflict, to arrive at a heart and disposition that creates love and embraces
kinship. The afternoon scripture reading for this holiest day of the liturgical
year is the book of Jonah.
Myra Berstein writes for My
Jewish Learning, four reasons why Jonah is read on Yom Kippur.
First and foremost, the
story illustrates God’s infinite mercy. If God can forgive Nineveh, God can
forgive us.
Second, the story addresses
repentance and the importance of rituals to express heartfelt repentance to
God.
Third, readers are reminded
that the entire world with all its creatures and natural forces are in God’s
hands.
And finally, it is not too
late to be heard and saved. Even in the afternoon, as the day draws to a close,
it is not too late for God to answer prayer.
It is not too late. It is
not too late for the Jonah in each and everyone of us.
Jonah’s perspective, his
worldview, started with himself and looked outward. He interpreted events as if
he was the centre of the universe. But it was not too late for a change of
perspective, God was waiting for Jonah to remember that he was part of and represented
a people who had a covenant with God.
It is not too late to repent
from self-serving prayers hoping for predetermined outcomes. It is not too late
to repent our individualistic perceptions to welcome and let new-Spirit-Wisdom-filled
perceptions take over.
It is not too late to repent
and confess our brokenness.
The Jonah story is about
relationship. Every time I hear the story it once again softens my heart to expand
my practice and understanding of relationship, kinship, kin-dom. Mentioning Nineveh,
is the author identifying and naming empire. Empire was the force who placed Jonah’s
people into exile, shaped culture, held imagination and hope in bondage, and replaced
community ideals with individual pursuits and self-centredness. The empire was big
and formidable. Everything lived and moved within its power and its unsatiated shadow.
Empire is the world around
us. Power. Wealth. It has a raging appetite for conquest, conflict, and
complacency of the masses, fed by distraction to depravity and desperation. It
is not too late… for empire to repent for
God is gracious and
merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness, and
God response will be mercy.
It is not too late, for the
Jonah in us to pray – seriously- for the redemption, the salvation, of the
enemy.
We are called to really live
out God’s grace and unconditional love in community and through community; together
facing empire with God’s call to repent. Prepare yourself now, for God to wait
for the empire’s change of heart, and then for God to relent from smiting, no fire
or brimstone, just love.
We pray with Kat Armas, in
the words her book, Liturgies for Resisting Empire; Seeking Community,
Belonging, and Peace in a Dehumanizing World, prays:
God of Unmasking,
We resist empire’s illusions
that offer a sterile holiness, a conditional love. Forgive us for the times we
believed this, for bowing to false gods, for letting empire name us. Let your
mercy fall like rain, softening the soil of our hearts. Allow us to receive
forgiveness as renewal so that we might sow a new kingdom of justice, truth,
and love. For the times we have failed to see reality for what it is, open
our eyes O God. --- pg 43 Liturgies for
resistance
Amen.
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