(basin of tears becomes baptism font bowl, light
floating candle)
This morning
as the sun came up, one noticed that the ground was damp; the tears of Friday have
soaked in. Rising through God’s tears of love we find ourselves by a warm pool
of tears.
As a tear, I
am drawn to this place, the glow of my sisters and brothers, as they sparkle
God’s love. These tears are those from Thursday and Friday, they were part of
the flood that drown the world; washing it, you, in tears of love.
You know those
times in life when tears stream down your face and you have no control over
them? Tears that just flow in awe of a
sunrise; or the rapture of the heart at the hearing of a hymn or song; at the
birth of a child; the graduation of your kids; or looking into someone’s eyes
long enough to really see a person’s depth. And beyond that there are those
tears that just happen --- unexplainable, unintentional, no rhyme or reason ---
That’s the
kind of tear I am this morning. That’s
the kind of tear that rolled down the faces of the women when they were
frightened, amazed, and perplexed at the empty tomb.
Today I am
drawn to the sparkle of God’s love shining in my sisters and brothers.
God’s spirit
is moving over the waters-- in the water.
Here there is abundant life.
And that is
why you might find yourself with misty eyes, tears slipping down your cheeks,
because we tears, want to reflect God’s abundant love and life.
I am positive
that you have noticed a face made radiant with moist tears, glistening tears as
on one of those mornings when dew glistens on spider webs. Or a tear wet face
that shimmers like an opal or the inside of a shell.
These tears
----the ones that sparkle and seep into the skin --- they are warm; filled with
awe, hope, light, resurrection.
A warm tear attains
its warmth through an acceptance of love greater than itself. It is a tear that
has drown, been washed, and is resurrected.
New and whole, the tear has a desire, a compulsion, to resurrect that
same love within a person; hoping beyond hope that the person on whose cheeks
they silently shimmer feels the warmth; is washed by the warmth and feels the
abundant life offered through God’s tears of love.
How many times
have I run down people’s faces, shimmered with all my might, tried to bring
warmth to the person’s face, and failed?
How many times have I tried to let people know the warmth of God’s tears
of love?
How many times
have I been cried, and wasted; most of me running off and not being allowed to
sink in? Tears of love that get filled with human fear, unbelief, and darkness.
That’s why I
am drawn here to the valley of tears… this valley of God tears is ready for
baptism. Babies, and ---adults, everyone---is welcome to be washed in God’s
tears of love. I like baby baptisms
because sometimes the parents and God-parents cry, it’s as if they finally get
this gift of God’s unconditional love.
Somewhere along the way it seems adults forget, or through feelings of
unworthiness, get stuck and fail to believe, ---see, feel, or accept--- that
they are loved just as they are. You are loved, just as you are.
(silence)
It was quiet
in the early hours of the morning when the women walked through the Kidron
Valley to the tomb. Yes, there were tears on their cheeks. As the sun began to creep above the Mount of
Olives, it reflected – it glistened; off their tears. They were being prepared for the full blast
of what this resurrection day was going to be about.
My journal
records a poem by Lord Byron that begins, “When we two parted, in silence and
tears….” That was the situation on
Friday; the women looking at Jesus dying on the cross and Jesus at the women
--- in silence and tears. Lord Byron’s poem ends: “If I should meet thee/after
long years/ How shall I greet thee?--- /with silence and tears.” And
that is what happened, although it was after a long three days (not years),
that the women and Jesus meet. The women
are silent, and they take hold of his feet.
How intimate. Do you remember the
woman who washed Jesus’s feet, with her tears and dried them with her
hair? Those are washed tears,
resurrection tears, tears of life, tears of love. And the women in this
intimate moment with a risen Christ, having died with him through their anguish
and tears of the past few days, drown in sorrow, are risen in love made new as
they weep on Jesus’s feet--- weeping a love that washes away death and breathes
life.
Jesus sends
them to tell the disciples, “I will meet them in Galilee,” that is, in their
homes, in the midst of their every day lives – bringing love and tears to the
most intimate places. The women have no
words. No words are needed, as tears sparkle down their faces; Tears of warmth.
Tears of recognition. Tears of
rejoicing. Tears of relationship. Tears of love. Tears of life.
It is Paschal
year 2017, resurrection time starts this morning --- for 365 days. Over these
days may you be found to have moments of weeping, may tears stream down your
face for no apparent reason, may you see tears shimmering on the cheeks of
others, may you not hold tears back. In each tear, be drown and resurrected;
feel warmth, glimpse hope, experience God’s love – God’s tears for you. In silence and through tears, boldly proclaim
the intimacy of God’s love which has the power to resurrect death to abundant
life.
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