What can I give Him, poor
as I am?
If I were a shepherd, I would bring a lamb;
If I were a Wise Man, I would do my part;
Yet what I can I give Him: give my
heart.
(From In the Bleak Midwinter by Christina Rosetti)
My grandmother Močiutė,
as I call her in Lithuanian, loves the Mandarin restaurant! On her birthday, there is no place Močiutė
would rather go than for all you can eat Chinese buffet! As I learned from my
grandmother, one does not simply arrive at the Mandarin for dinner, you must
prepare yourself for such an incredible feast. On the day of her birthday, my
grandmother would refuse to eat all day in order to make more room for what she
was about to receive! Having lived through WWII and fleeing Lithuania as a
refuge, my grandmother had been through times of intense hunger. Having tasted
so much hunger in her life, she knew the value of food. When I reflect on the
gifts of the magi this year I think of my grandmother gleefully preparing room.
In the Christmas story
we hear how the magi brought precious gifts to the Christ child for his
birthday. Often time we can see this as a wonderful gesture of giving lavish
gifts to the new born king. I think there is also another layer to this story. To
me, the gifts of the Magi are as much about what they are giving up, than what
the Christ child is receiving. During the advent season we often talk about the
gifts of Love, Joy and Peace the Christ child brings. I think the Magi would
gladly exchange their gifts of gold frankincense and myrrh for these greater
gifts. When they come to see the new born Jesus they lay down some of the most
precious earthly things, they let Jesus know that he is worth more to them than
these. Even the Magi prepare room for a gift greater than themselves.
As you prepare
yourself for the coming of Christ (this Christmas and beyond), what earthly
riches are you holding on to? What is taking up room in your heart and keeping
you from receiving the gifts of deeper peace, truer love and greater joy?
Dear God,
Help me to make room in my heart for the eternal gifts you offer me. Where I have held on to hate and shame, may I let go and lean on your everlasting arms. Where I have held on to hurt and pain may I let go and know the joy of your forgiveness. Where I have chosen worry and fear may I let go and rest in your peace, for nothing can separate me from your love. Amen.
-----Pastor Mark Kalvaitis
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